less than zero
Some thoughts of note regarding my current financial situation:
I may be making good progress towards paying off old debt and moving towards saving for my house, but I still only have about $100 in my checking account to last me for almost the next two weeks, since I am using my money to pay my obligations aggressively.
The thing to remember here is that although my net worth has increased $10,000, I am no more wealthy than before. Less than zero is still less than zero, even though the deficit might be smaller. I don’t say this to be depressing, I’m just trying to keep it real. Debt repayment does not build wealth because it does not increase assets. That $10,000 I put on debt (actually thousands more, because interest cut into some of my progress as I was making payments) hasn’t added to my assets at all. In fact, I have less money now than I did when I started this journey.
Debt repayment is like a primer coat when you’re painting a wall. It’s preparation for the real deal. So, to frame my accomplishment in the proper perspective, I have made really good progress putting primer on my wall so far. As I add assets with savings and retirement, I’ll add color to my wall (something bright, like yellow, because this part of my journey will be the most fulfilling). I can paint my wall in color by adding assets as much as I want… but it’s not going to look satisfactory to me unless my wall is totally primed and the debt is all gone. Don’t get me wrong, I think savings and retirement are serious priorities which are not to be ignored or postponed. But debt that accrues interest will always literally be a liability until I get rid of it.
Mentally, the key for me is to balance my perspective. I have to balance optimism regarding my progress with realism that recognizes that I still have a long way to go to get out of debt and build assets that will place me in a good position to retire one day and provide well for myself and a family. Without balance, I might lose focus on what’s important, or get lazy about improving my financial situation.
